A few months ago the phrase “its
Monday already” meant absolutely nothing to me! I loved my job, loved my
colleagues, and loved my life…well maybe not the pay lol. It’s no secret that
pay and experience are my two main reasons for moving up North. I still love
what I do (even though I’m not being used properly) and I’m enjoying my colleagues
(too soon to use the L word) but I’m not happy with my life (story of my blog
right). Today is my Monday, I left my adoring family this morning, drove up 4
plus hours and came into work. Clearly the day has been simple as I have time
to write this and watch my all-time favorite fights (Starbucks if you can tell
me which fight it is). Tonight I find myself wondering yet again if I made the
right move, again I sell myself that yes indeed I did. This weekend my best
friend and only lady brought to attention the basic facts that although the station
isn't using me the way I feel I should be, my resume is going to be what I make
of it not how the station used me. I need to redirect my focus on life, I need
to use this free time wisely! Getting in shape is a must and although I’m doing
well, I’m not where I should be. I started strumming the guitar again and it
feels good so I will keep that up. Most importantly I will be looking at going
back to school and finish up with my teaching credentials. I’m sure I will have
time to study. My weekend was great, driving home at midnight after a long work
day was as good as it got! No traffic and best of all the best bed I've ever
had, it was filled with my loving lady and beautiful baby! Got a clean cut the
next day and took care of business, picked up my Sweet Pea from school and
hearing her yell “daddy, daddy” was perfect! It’s only been a month since I
left but seeing my second family in Bakersfield was great! They of course
welcomed me with open arms and thoughtful comments. Had fun with the kids and
had…..Chinese (if you don’t know, you don’t know me). Saturday was just as
great! Good dinner with my best friend who was going to have dinner with Dani
(not knowing I was in town) to see how she was doing and to make sure she knew
he was just two hours away if she need him. (That’s a best friend) spent some
much needed alone time with Dani, we love our kids but every couple need time
alone. Leaving this morning was really tough. After a weekend that was great it
comes to my attention that Monday is no longer just another day for me but a
question! Is it Monday already?
